Its 7.12pm, my phone rang....., Guess who? It is him, MY EX!! My heart skipped a beat while i stared at the phone wondering Y? So I picked up and hello came the voice from the other end. My feet became weak, a rush of mixed feelings. I felt so excited hearing from him but i had to keep my cool.
As we talked on the phone there I realized i
missed my Bff, my friend and confidant. The one person I could tell him
anything and not feel bad about it.
I remembered how he used to come to my hostel back
then i was in school and my neighbors and everyone loved him and wanted to be
friends with him. He was just a great guy.
We did everything together; i mean “VIRTUALY” everything.
Even if it means sitting in restroom gisting
and waiting for each other in turns to use the restroom lol…….YEAH we did just
those kinds of things (cover face)
There was no HE without SHE lol...
We were always with each other; i think in those
years, the longest i have ever been away from him was 3weeks. If he is not
with me and i am not with him we would always look for means to see each other
no matter what it takes. I remember, one certain period he had a meeting in
Owerri for the weekend, so he left on Friday. Only, for him to book me a flight
for Saturday just so we could be together. We both came back the
following day Sunday. hehehehehehe.......
Okay back to my story.... so we spoke for over
2hours. Funny how he called to ask me what soap he should use lol..............
In those hours of talking to him i knew have
missed him. You can’t throw away so many years like that. I spent the best
part of my years with him and he made it fun.
We spoilt it when we allowed people into our
relationship and let them give their own opinion about us.
That experience has taught me a lot.
There is no perfect person in this world we
only try our best to work on our imperfection and that is what makes the world
an interesting place. If we were all perfect this world would have been boring.
Even in those imperfections i still lovED him.
We both spoke maturely and it made me
realize, we needed that time apart, to grow and learn stuff about ourselves.
Someone might wonder why am i writing this... it’s
simple, if u love someone and u both have had an issue and u know he or she is
the best thing life has given you. Why let it slip away because of pride or
friends or what people will think or say? Live life and be happy for YOU.
LIVE! LAUGH! LOVE!
Till i write again xoxo (closes diary) yawns.......
Buiti
Buiti
